becoming robotic?

Hm. So I had a verryy interesting conversation with a friend tonight about life, but more specifically, church, and it made me think. a lot. about a lot of things...(which I shall articulate in blog-form at a later time, hopefully)

I'm still processing through all that was said, but one thing that I think hit me was that I definitely don't think as much I used to. I've developed this habit of just accepting things as they are and not challenging myself to look beyond the surface and critically ask if everything is actually okay for everyone involved. Life got routine, I got comfortable, and maybe that's when I stopped caring as much and just went with the flow. But sadly, I feel like a part of me, me, died, and I turned into this robotic being that has default feelings and responses to situations...

Where did Nancy go?! I must figure out how I can see the world outside the lines I've colored in before I lose all sense of humanness.