Tuesday, November 30, 2010

drift

(from Matt Chandler's sermon, titled "Guiding and Confronting the Message": http://fm.thevillagechurch.net/sermons)

As I was listening to this on my commute to work, I was like...dang. yeah. I think I even let out a "omg, so true" acknowledging head nod, as people around me looked at me like I was crazy.

Anyways, take a read please :)

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You have a possibility for theological and missiological drift. If you’ll follow God planting churches in the New Testament, all the letters that you have in the New Testament are written to churches that were founded by the Holy Spirit saving and doing miraculous and powerful things. And yet all of the letters in the New Testament are Paul or someone correcting their drift. Probably the clearest case you can see is Ephesus that is founded by Apollos and Paul in Acts 19-20 spectacularly. The Spirit of God moves in such a powerful way that whole socioeconomic climate of the city of Ephesus shifts and people who were making their money from selling idols could no longer make money, and so they led a riot against the Way taking root in the city. How’s that for a beginning? Do you know how we started? Lakeland Baptist Church thought it would be a cool idea to plant a church out here with the heathens among Highland Village. Do you know how Ephesus started? Paul’s handkerchief and apron were healing people, and so many people were getting saved that there was no profit in sin.
That’s a booming beginning.

Now Paul tell them in the next verse, “I have to go and ferocious wolves are going to come in and try to kill the sheep.” Do you know what we see happening? The Ephesians controversy starts. Go read the book of Ephesians. Go read 1 and 2 Timothy, because Timothy was an elder in Ephesus. And go read 1, 2 and 3 John, because John was also an elder in Ephesus. I love our staff. They are ferocious men and women of God who love Him and serve Him and are not pretending to be anything but who they are. And they are trusting in the grace of God to make them more and more of who God would have them to be. Now with all of that said, our staff compared to the staff at Ephesus is JV. Because if you’ve got an elder in your church that wrote some of the Bible, I just don’t know how you compete with that in this day and age. “Well I can preach well.” “Preach what well?” “What you said.” I mean, this is a lights out church. So you go read through those and you’ll begin to see the disintegration of the gospel taking root in Ephesus. In fact, I’ll just read you 1 Timothy 4:7. It says, “Have nothing to do with irreverent, silly myths. Rather train yourself for godliness.” And if we pushed it on into Revelation 2, Jesus tells the church at Ephesus, “You do this well, you do this well and you do this well. But this is have against you. You have lost your first love. Repent and do the things you did at first.” What happened? They drifted. Now what did they do at first? The only thing we see them doing at all in Acts 19 is confessing to one another their sins and acknowledging their need for Jesus Christ. So somehow in the sixty years between Acts 19-20 and Revelation 2, this community of faith that was gritty and raw who were coming together and confessing their sins and worshiping God’s grace ended up doing witchcraft.

Their prayer requests were not, “My aunt Sally’s knee got blown out when she was playing indoor soccer and we need to pray for her tonight.” I’m not saying there’s anything wrong with aunt Sally’s knee; I’m saying when this community of faith came together, they were extremely honest with exactly where they were. And grace doesn’t work where you’re lying about where you really are. The prettier a church becomes, the more I don’t tend to trust it. If I walk into a community of faith where I’m teaching and everybody is pretty and nobody struggles and there are not issues, then I think we’ve got drift. Because the church has always been a rag-tag, battered group of humanity that God is glorified because He uses such people. And we see theological/missiological drift.

You see it in today’s culture where more and more churches have become about themselves and the comfort of their people. They have completely lost out to the mission of God, so that Christianity has become some sort of self-betterment place. They say, “Do these things to feel better about yourself” instead of, “This is the mission of God. Let’s join Him in what He’s doing.”

Thursday, November 25, 2010

bitter thanks?

I'm bitter that I have to work on Thanksgiving (a super long and busy day, at that) AND on Black Friday (my favorite holiday of the year). What makes it so sucky is that
1) I can't go home and see family
2) I can't even celebrate with people here in the city
3) I missed out on a trip to Sherry's house in Jersey (AND NO TAX AT OUTLET MALLS)
4) It seems like everyone else gets a bazillion days off this week, when I get none.

Yargh.

But... I'm trying to be thankful, b/c as certain people have reminded me, I SHOULD be thankful that I even have a job! AND I realized today as I left work at 2AM, I'm going to be making bank on my paycheck this week for working long hours on my 6 day- workweek. Yay monies.

Here's an email that Jane wrote to us roommies:

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Hope you guys have a great thanksgiving.

Nancy! Hope you aren't too sad about having to work, but you work at the best restaurant in NYC!! How awesome is that?!

I'm really thankful to have you guys as my roommates :) see you soon!!

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Yes.... I should really be thankful that I work for one of the best restaurants in NYC, even if it does require a lot of sacrifice from me. And I am thankful that the holiday season is one month from being over, after which maybe I'll be able to live a semi normal life again!

But if I thought Thanksgiving was bad.... New Year's is only going to be 100x worse.

Monday, November 8, 2010

one thing I desire

I long to live in your house, O Lord.
I love to sit here at your feet.
And let Your words be the food I eat, the food I eat.

I love to live in your house, O Lord.
To dine at the table with my King.
And give to you the praise I bring, the praise I bring.

For here in your house, I find your embrace.
You set on my head a garland of grace.
When I lift my hands, You fill me with more.
Oh I long to live (I long to live) in the house of the Lord.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

dislike list

A few reasons why I dislike the fall/winter season:

1. my skin gets really dry and breaks out in rashes...
2. my body automatically adapts to the changing weather and packs on pounds to keep me insulated -__- byebye to all my hard work over the summer!
3. no more flip flops! :(
4. seasonal fruit selection is severrreely reduced to apples and not much else


Monday, November 1, 2010

for the sake of the call, II.

Man. I sat in on a meeting today (as a rep for SEND! b/c Joe wasn't here...) between ____, Ryu, and Terri to discuss stuffs for after ____ leaves for East Asia... We talked about all the logistics about what to do in the event that something were to happen to her, things like what to do with her mail, how to handle communication between her and the church, etc... I had known that she would be leaving for Central Asia for two years, but for some reason, it didn't hit me until this afternoon how real this call is in her life and how much is going to be demanded of her. I think I've grown accustomed to people leaving for short term M trips and coming back after a few weeks or a few months, but a few years is a completely different story. But if you think about it, even a few years is still short term! Living as an M for the rest of your life - wow. That's legit. Not coming back to the US for two years, adjusting to a completely foreign culture, saying goodbye to all the things and people you grew up with... man. You really are leaving an old life behind to take on an entirely new life. Definitely some heavy things for me to wrestle with as I think about my life, too.

I'm pretty sure I had another post on this earlier, but here it is again....




We will abandon it all for the sake of the call
No other reason at all but the sake of the call
Wholly devoted to live and to die
For the sake of the call