mazui

This is just going to be a really random list of my ramblings...

- I got a B on my Japanese test :( I am ... really really sad. As we learn more vocab and grammar, I find myself unable to keep up and feeling really inadequate and stupid in class (which meets every single day, mind you)... It's not even that I can't learn it -- I just don't have the time to devote to it like I should.

- Time... It's not that there isn't even enough time to do stuff because I manage to get it done (even if it is up to the last minute) but more importantly, I just get drained in fitting so much stuff into my life. I handle it, but barely scraping by. God's grace is sufficient for me every single day, and I tell myself that, but my flesh is oh so weak when my spirit is still willing... I don't know though, my spirit's been taking a pretty bad beating and I'm just tired....

- Life goes by way too fast. Engagements, talk of careers, writing a business plan, watching the weeks slip by before my very eyes... goodness gracious, this is scary.

- I stepped in dog poop today. The owner didn't feel a need to warn me that her dog had JUST pooped in front of where I was stepping... I was looking around for a restaurant, and after I stepped in it (which was pretty squishy), she was like "oh and she just stepped in it..." (why did she say "she" when she could've addressed me directly as "you"?!) Hmph.

- I need to stop spending money. I think in this past week alone (starting like ... Sunday) I've spent more than $100. Ridiculous. I don't even have a job either, so I'm using my parents' money... Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh

- Baked prosciutto is so money.

- This morning's QT... Ps 23:3. He restores my soul....